June 8, 2013 - Load Day 2
Today is Load Day 2. Apparently it is also Fight with your Boyfriend Day. Usually that makes me want to eat and be depressed and eat some more. Instead I passed out around 1pm and didn't wake up till tonight. Hours of Loading time lost! And for the girl who never sleeps why would I pass out today!
I did go to Wal-Mart and got some donuts and loaded up on those - I read in the book I need to load up on carbs. So for dinner I ordered a Jimmy Johns sandwich.
I was supposed to work on several wreaths today. None got done after the BF fight. I don't even know why we were fighting it was so stupid. He has this crazy ability of being able to make me feel like the greatest person in the world and the luckiest girl in the either world but on the other hand he can make me feel like the biggest piece of shit too. I don't understand why it is such a big deal for him to get his ass to Baton Rouge to see me. I even said that we could meet halfway and that wasn't good enough for him. I just with he would make the effort. When I'm in town and cooking him dinner he is all about it but when it comes to making the effort to come here to see me it is like all of a sudden a million excuses. Then he tells me today we spent 2 weeks together and he just wanted some downtime. Downtime?? I live in another city! We don't see each other all the time how the hell can he say he doesn't get any downtime?? I have been at my house for the past week! All I asked for was a dinner not anything else!
Ugh I wish my sandwich would get here - I'm ready for my loading!
I did go to Wal-Mart and got some donuts and loaded up on those - I read in the book I need to load up on carbs. So for dinner I ordered a Jimmy Johns sandwich.
I was supposed to work on several wreaths today. None got done after the BF fight. I don't even know why we were fighting it was so stupid. He has this crazy ability of being able to make me feel like the greatest person in the world and the luckiest girl in the either world but on the other hand he can make me feel like the biggest piece of shit too. I don't understand why it is such a big deal for him to get his ass to Baton Rouge to see me. I even said that we could meet halfway and that wasn't good enough for him. I just with he would make the effort. When I'm in town and cooking him dinner he is all about it but when it comes to making the effort to come here to see me it is like all of a sudden a million excuses. Then he tells me today we spent 2 weeks together and he just wanted some downtime. Downtime?? I live in another city! We don't see each other all the time how the hell can he say he doesn't get any downtime?? I have been at my house for the past week! All I asked for was a dinner not anything else!
Ugh I wish my sandwich would get here - I'm ready for my loading!